Comes from some other beginning's end.
Wow. February 2010. Already? Where in the world has the time gone?
Out the window. That's where. haha. It's been a hard past couple of months.. I'm not gonna lie. My gram-gram had surgery on her back, but is doing just wonderful now. Better than I've seen her for over a year. With my mom moving to Denver, things weren't the easiest then either. But I've accepted that fact, and cannot wait to go up and visit her for spring break. Right after TJ and I reached one year, the fucker decided he didn't love me anymore, and he had been cheating on me with his ex girlfriend OF SEVEN DAMN YEARS AGO. And now they're engaged. But whatever. Karma is a bitch, and they're going to get theirs. I deserve so much better than that. The only reason I still have the pictures of him and I up is because I want him to come across them one day, and realize how bad he messed up. I know it sounds cocky, but damn. I was a great girlfriend to him, and I know that. It's been almost 3 months and I still have yet to shed a tear. Some days I feel heartless, but most days I know it's because he isn't worth it, and never will be worth it. I know I always say everyone in this world deserves to be happy, but at this point neither of them deserve it. They know what they did, and they know it was wrong. Especially him. And the fact he lied to me about still loving me is what frustrates me the most. If he didn't want to be with me anymore, he should have said something. Whew. Okay. I'm done ranting about it. haha. I've been busy with work and school, but I was finally able to do a shoot with Dreamscapes Photography. Which turned out fabulously, by the way And I'm looking forward to shooting with him again sometime soon. Not only did I shoot with him, I also shot with FML photography. It was awwesome. haha. I miss being in front of the camera, terribly haha